Freedom!!!!!!

I am finally taking what I have been saying and putting it into action. I am all done and finished with school, thankfully; therefore, I am going to get away from here for a little bit to clear my head. There has been so much going on that getting away from this city and this county will do me a great deal of good. It will be the much needed refresher that I have been waiting for the entire semester. There is nothing keeping me here. No plans, prior commitments, people.....nothing. I am sure that if I did not take this opportunity to get away then I would go crazy or lose it or blow up on someone.....something. No matter what happens during my time away, it could not be as bad as staying here with all of the problems that my new "home" brought to me. I look forward to ultimately leaving this place for good and never looking back........

Yuck!

I truly feel like I have come to realize what burn out means. I have never felt so exhausted from a semester before......and it isn't even over. All I think about is the assignments that are ever so pressing and that need to get done. It prevents me from relaxing. Even when I try to relax I feel bad because I know that I should be doing work. Even if I spend ten hours of the day working, as soon as I stop to watch a movie or take a break, I immediately feel guilty. This exhaustion has also made me really irritable lately. I feel like the littlest things set me off or get me frustrated. I just don't want to deal with any of this anymore. I just want to be finished. I just want to be happy.......